There are many things I want to do with my life. Be a rock star, act in movies, design video games, draw anime, be a super hero, you know, all the kinds of things most american guys my age wanna be and do.

Yet, the more I think about it, the more I wonder what God's will is for my life, the more I want to know. It has been prophecied over me that I will go, as a missionary, to the land of China, if I follow his will. It has also been prophecied over me that I will lead worship with guitar. Hear's the crazy thing; I don't play guitar (heck, the only musical instrument I've ever played is the bongos and I haven't touched 'em in almost a year). I lead worship with my voice at the moment, but God wants to take it a step further. I know that I haven't been faithful in my bible reading or my prayer life in a while and for that I need continual prayer. I am taking continual steps toward my goals of fullfilling my calling to China and going to college to earn my degree in video game design and animation. My plan is to us my degree to find a career (even if only part time) in the gaming industry to help support my missions work overseas. If that's not what God wants, then he'll close the door on it and guide me in His will. I don't plan on retirement. It just doesn't seem like something God has called me to, or ever will. After all, spiritual war isn't something you can just retire from, it doesn't end until the great day of judgement comes. When that day comes, I want to be remembered by Him as his good and faithful servant. So, back to the prayer closet, for the moment.