I really do not know where to start. God has done so much in my life and he has picked up the slack for me so many times. Even though I do not give much in return, I do not read or pray effectively sometimes and I sin often, I really do not see why God would love me. However, he loves me without end, and his son Jesus died not only for my well being, but for my sins. Jesus understands what I go through, because he has been there and witnessed it all. He is all knowing. It seems like God would stop loving me and forsake me if he were human. Well, I got the revelation that my God is not human, he is perfect. He will love me without end.
I used to suffer from depression. Once, I was in love with this girl, and I felt so alone, because I have never had a girlfriend before and I felt that I would never get one and never get married. However, I went to church this one day, and my pastor told us that if we need anything, healing, or help to come up to the alter and God will take it all away. I was reluctant at first, but I swallowed my pride and went up and got prayed for. I admit, a tough guy like me cried, and every tear that I cried, I know that God bottled it up in heaven somewhere. Plus, every tear released more and more depression until it was all gone. Now, I can wait to get married, and he told me that I will get married and have kids.
FAITH ROCKS JESUS ROCKS GOD ROCKS!!!!