I am unable to have children, and when I was younger I blamed God because I thought I was born useless. When i was in my mid to late teens I would self inflict pain on myself, I remember one night i took my guitar and just started to bash it against my leg as hard as i could because I wanted to die so bad, then in the middle of doing this my telephone rang once, i picked it up and nobody was on the other line, I know now that God was with me, because when I hung the phone up I grabbed my Bible and started reading it, and a sense of relief fell over my body. Since then I got baptized and joined a church and I am going to Great Lakes Christian College in the fall to study music and youth ministry. What is best of all is that I had a dream that I had went to Heaven and i saw my great aunts who had passed away and there was a little boy with them, I asked them who he was and they told me that he was my twin brother, and i burst into tears, I didnt tell anyone about my dream and a few months later my mom went to the doctor and they asked her if i could have kids because they found something wrong with her ((it wasnt a serious thing) but the doctor told her that what was wrong with her could have caused improper reproduction and that there was evidence that she was pregnant with twins!!! That proved to me that God is so real and that if anything I hope whoever reads this, young or old, will believe that this is real and that God is very much active!!!!
