A Testimony like Saul and Mary Magdaline!!
Posted by:
REBEL 4 JESUS on
April 2, 2007 at
2:57PM EST
One certain night a final push from Hell was felt like never before in my life. You see, I am a sports coach who loved competition!! The team I was coaching had just won another Championship. As I drove away ,the joy of a win was being replaced with loneliness,and despair!! A few days went by, but nothing got better. Loneliness, and despair turned into very serious thoughts of SUICIDE!!! Satan kept pushing my rewind button of Divorce , losing my kids ,and sin I had committed!! The thoughts of buying a gun, overdose,and cutting my veins,ran rapid in my head.I even dared God 2 KILL me!! Yet through those threats 2 God ,I BELIEVE he heard my deep cry 4 help!! You c I wanted 2 c my earthly hero one last time,before I killed myself.(my mom) She seen my despair,and her response 2 me,was like words from God! She said,I am here 4 U always,and U r never alone!! I recalled God had said the same thing,in his word.I will never leave U nor Forsake U!! You C it was time 2 give God all my heart, and not half of me.As I gave GOD all my heart his presence fully started 2 change my whole being.You C the new me hates the old me ,now. The key was 2 give God all!! Not 1 knee ,but all of me bowing 2 my creator who never gave up on me!God has restored me and my kids relationship!! And has given me a great God fearing woman, my wife!! All I had 2 do was let him B THE CAPTAIN ,and now he directs me fully with his presence living in me.( THE HOLY SPIRIT ) THANK YOU LORD FOR NEVER GIVING UP ON ME ,WHERE OTHERS HAD!! NEVER LET ME GO !! TO YOUR HONOR AND GLORY 4 DYING 4 ME,WHEN I DID NOT DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!
