hey everyone!
i know that everyone has a special prayer request, but this is not like anyother here. here go's nothing. i am going to open my heart here...
i was in this relationship for about 1yr and 8 mths. it was one of the best i have ever been in, but i was walking way from God little by little. while he was walking towards God. i now know all the mistakes i have done, because i came back to God, my faith is alot stronger now, but i don't think i can make it on my own. while i was thinking about how we are taking our time part i realized that in the past two year everyone has there up and downs. but here are my downs i was the person who was the abuser (mentally, emotional, and verb). i was blinded by things in this world. and i broke the heart of a great man! now, i just pray for God to forgive me and to restore the heart of this man, even if i lost my chance with me. i am just going through so much pain. but it hasn't been a walk in the park, i think that the only reason i did this was to repeat the cycle i once was in. i am sorry for all the pain i caused and all. there is not a day that i don't pray for this.
thank you! feel free to comment on this!
GOD BLESS