Posted by:
Allie Edinger on
September 12, 2007 at
1:12PM EST
I really don't know what to do anymore. I have been really struggling lately. I just don't want to be here anymore. I know that killing myself would be a sin. But I just don't think I can go on anymore.
Taking your own life is not an option. Seek out God and He will lead you out of this darkness. God is good and He can heal your pain, all you have to do is surrender your life to Him. Trust me you won't regret choosing Him.
Allie....my heart is breaking for you....you are loved and you are not alone. I know what this feels like. You're going to make it. Yes, you are. The Holy Spirit wants to comfort and embrace you with His Love, let Him. You must believe there is healing & power in The Word of God.... Please, turn in your bible to Psalm 91...read it out loud, do it now. It will strengthen you, this is not a battle of flesh & blood; but of powers & principlalities who do want you to fulfill your call. You have a great call, God has great plans....believe it....I am praying for you and YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE IT. email me, I will pray with you....pray Psalm 91 with your name in it...do it, it will help. I love you, Allie. your sister in Christ, Melinda
hey. I've been there. It's hard. The enemy is lying to you. Jesus loves you and he will get you through this... GOD HAS A PURPOSE FOR YOUR LIFE. HE HAS AN AMAZING PLAN FOR YOU.
If you want to read the story of my struggle with attempts with suicide, and losing my brother, etc. (and hopefully it will speak to you), go to http://www.cbn.com/spirituallife/BibleStudyAndTheology/Perspectives/RelevantM_PaulsSuicide.aspx
oh...and listen to my song "Holy" on my page. It was a time of weakness like you are going through. Again, I've been there... JESUS IS THERE, TOO, HOLDING YOU.
much love, matthew
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Posted by: *CAROLINE* on September 14, 2007 10:06PM EST
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i know you have no idea who i am, but the moment i saw your prayer request i started praying for you!! i know what you're going through; you feel like nothing you have is worth it anymore but, it's all worth it!! the LORD is coming soon, and He wants you to be with Him then. i'm just a highschool girl, but i used to think the same about me; what am I really living for anymore. but you have to let the LORD help you. i'm not gonna give you a speech about how you need to to go to therapy or anything like that, just let GOD make a difference in your life and trust Him. trust me i've encountered more death between my friends and family, 13 total, 3 suicide, and now i can't let this happen to you because so many people care about you want to see you shine! you don't have to trust what i'm saying, but listen to your heart and trust what GOD's telling you!!!! we don't know each other, but now i'm never gonna stop praying for you and your decision!! GOD bless! Caroline
I'm just a "regular person"and stranger - but felt the need to post to you anyway. -> First I wanted to say that your feelings are VERY common to many people, even if they don't admit it. When I was younger (12-30) I used to feel that way at times, too. For some reason, as I get older the "feelings of despair" are not as strong - and thoughts of suicide don't enter my mind anymore. --> Deep depression is often the result of chemical and hormonal inbalances. Take care of yourself with healthy food, exercise and sunshine/nature...Hard to do when you're depressed, but I promise it will help...
--->If you are thinking about suicide everyday or more than once a week or month, and/or if you have a suicide plan, "GO TO A DOCTOR IMMEDIATELEY"...
I'm an RN, support holistic health, and do not believe in "Chemical Fixes" (Prescriptions), unless there is no other choice- But there was a time long ago that I even accepted anti-depressant pills and it helped...Just be careful about specifically what you say to medical professionals, cause in some states they'll lock you up (involuntary) for 3 days if you mention suicide or plans of killing yourself.
----> Reach out to caring Christian "strangers" and Pastors - While best to reach out to family/friends, often people that are depressed, believe it's due to the people "close" to them and/or are uncomfortable expressing intense, negative feelings to those closest to them...
-----> Look/search for a few Positive aspects of your life, that used to bring you joy, (Eg. music, children, job, beach, sunsets, even chocolate and italian pastries/cheesecake -works for me, Etc.... and focus your attention and time on those positive things.
------> Remember that God and Jesus Christ loves you, (and their angels do too) regardless of how terrible you feel and look... Reach out to them always/everyday.
Finally, A bible verse I've focused on for many years, especially when I'm feeling sad/stressed:
My Version:
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Lean not on your own understanding. Remember him in everything you do, and He will show you the right way..."
- Read Proverbs 3 – for actual bible verse.
I'm thinking and praying for you - Hope today offers you a glimmer of joy and hope. Gail
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Posted by: Barbi on September 18, 2007 12:58AM EST
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Heavenly Father I lift my hands to you. I lift up the bearer of this request to you Father, to touch in way that only you can touch. Heal this soul Father, give the strength and peace that only you can give. Let this soul know that you are there. I thank you Lord for being there. In Jesus name, Amen
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Posted by: Nikkie on September 22, 2007 1:29PM EST
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PLEASE DONT KILL YOUR SELF! I dont know what is wrong but please dont kill your self, God loves you! DONT DO THIS. I deffently will PRAY for you, I will. It is a sin. The Bible talkes about takeing your life, and it tells you that is a BIG BIG SIN, A VARY BIG SIN.
I Will pray for you and I will tell my freinds to PRAY
GOD BLESS The Wolf
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Posted by: Berna xx on October 12, 2007 10:39AM EST
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DON'T cut yourself off from God! DON'T even think about killing yourself! Thinking about it, is as bad as doing it! You're no doubt in my prayers!
