I need help...
I love God..at least I feel like I do...
I believe in him and want to learn and open my heart more...
but...its hard with the life I have
I am in the music industry and im confused... its hard
I feel privileged to know the people that I know. So many people would die to be in my shoes, (I know I see it all the time). I have accomplished so much from nothing.
This glamour life seems complete but yet it dosen't.
I Love music as well as chrisitain music. I love the artist I work with. I enjoy going to the billboards and private parties traveling the world etc. Everyone loves you and would do anything for you... Everyone wants to be like you..
But lately I've been getting so many great offers to become even bigger person... but now Im questioning myself..
do I want to?
am I doing enough with just praying and reading the bible here and there?
why is my life so different from everyone else?
is this what God wants me to do?