Hi,
I was in a on and off again relationship with my high school sweetheart for 13years (1992-2005).  I went away for college (only 2 hours) but would come home on a regular basis to see him.  When I graduated I moved back home but after about 2 years I got a job 2 hours away.  I was gone for about 15 months before I moved back to be closer to him.  That was October 2004.  In February of 2005 I found out he had been cheating on me, I thought we were trying to work through it but I kept catching him in lies so about April 2005 he broke up with me.  We never lost contact but rarely spent time together and have had no physical relationship since October 2006.  He would always tell me that he just didn't want to be in a relationship right now but I kept tabs on him and noticed he remained in contact with the female he cheated on me with.  In November 2006 I found out she was 4 months pregnant which he said he didn't know if it was his baby or not.  This story was told up until after the little girl was born in which he had not gotten a DNA test like he said he would but claims her as his own.  He keeps telling me that the girl is just his baby's mama, she's not his cup of tea, and he doesn't want to be with her.  He will call me up just to say how much he still loves me but I never see him.  I am an emotional wreck right now, I feel like my heart is being ripped out over and over again.  I'm tired of the lies and I want to know what is up with him.  How can he just treat the person who's stood by his side for 13+ years like nothing?  I really love him but I can't take this treatment anymore.  I have lost my dignity, my self-esteem, and my sanity.  What should I do and what do you think his problem is?

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Hello. I am 15 and have been raised to be a southern baptist. for a while now I have really wanted to try and become an Army ranger. God has given me a love of warfare. However, none of my christian friends seem to think that it is right for a christian to fight in wars. What do you think?

Scincerely,

Warhistorian

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Could Nikolai Kuryanovich be THE Antichrist?!?!

He is an Ultra nationalist member of the State Duma; an open admirer of both Adolf Hitler and Joseph Stalin

He was one of this years presidential candidates of Russia and he was dismissed as a candidate this year.

 The bible talks about an antichrist named nikolai.

We christians need to be on our toes at all times and be aware of what is going on in the world.

Remember to keep an open mind.

 

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Will BarlowGirl ever win a Dove Award??  Is this their year??  Should I be so concerned??

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ok my daughter is 17- I'm too young to be a grandmother!!!!!!!!!!What do I say to her??? She just told me this morning- Actually she had my sister call me -And when she said "Hey Granny!!"  I felt like someone just pulled out the rug from under my life.........What would YOU do????

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Who wants to check out my videos on youtube? :P Just trying to spread the word of my hilarious videos on youtube. To get there, go to www.youtube.com/user/SUMOcelebrations

 

Thanks guys

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Hello Folks, Just want to pass on a great opportunity for you Independent Artists out there on a tight budget. Check out 5Beeproductions.com and hear what your Music can sound like when it's Mastered to commercial standards...

Check it out.....You won't be disappointed! 

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Hi I am a new independent singer/writer artist in the Greater Kansas City area and I am looking for opportunties to share my music.  I would appreciate any leads!

Thanks!  Shawn

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Hey everyone, I am new to this site and i was making my prifile and i was wonder what it means when it says to post your own style on your profile? Is it anything like a layout?

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