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Hi Im Faryn, I Just recently got saved. I have a wondrful boyfriend named Marcus, and he is amazing. Im a nice person, i love meeting new ppl, I love acting and listening to music. I have my monroe pirced, im 19 years old, im class of '06. I cant wait to move to San Dimas with my bf. im curently looking for any girls who go there who need a roomate. cuz im looking. lol. i love to watch movies, even long 4 hour ones, im a pretty neat person if you get to know me. My step dads a pastor and my real dad doesnt even know god evne tho his dad was a pastor, I wish i could change that.

One more thing...My youth pastor jsut asked me to be a youth leader. Thanks god.

Ive had a rought few years, but with god ive slowly but surely changed.




Ive had a hard time finding what i belive in, but then it was like i have to do this, if i want to change my life. and i did and i havent walked away since.


"Don't let anyone think less of you because you are young. Be an example to all believers in what you teach, in the way you live, in your love, your faith, and your purity" 1 Timothy 4:12

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At first i wasnt sure what to say. and honestly im still not.

For as long as i can remeber God has always been in my life, but i didnt want to believe in him, i didnt want to believe in anything. My life was hell.I was always in trouble, my grades droped, i was haning with a bad crowd, i was doign drugs. I was a cutter.and when i say cutter i dont mean lil baby cuts, i mean nasty ones. ones that im so ashamed of now. I was in deep. and i didnt know how to get out. The worst part was i knew i was hurting my family the worst. especailly my mom. I know my mom prayed for me to get better and to get help. my mom is a very strong believer. My mom has always been so strong for as long as i can remeber, my mom hasnt always had the easiest life but she always has a smile on her face and she ALAWYS gives what she has, even if its her last cookie, and I know i hurt her just like i hurt many ppl in life.I broke down many times and asked god to help me. But I ALWAYS feel back in my old ways cuz i couldnt break old habbits and old friends. People who i thought cared about me but in realitly they didnt care for me. not at all. So there i was 16 years old and didnt have a single clue aobut my life or wht i was doing wiht my self. So the end of my junior year i got in alot of trouble with drugs, meth, and ended up in the ER(which i havent touched since that night), so i moved up to my moms house. I was still doing the same stuff, minus the drugs, which was the reason i was here to beggin with. So there i was 18 years old and still no idea. I started going to church, my parents made me. I still didnt believe. i wanted to but i just couldnt do it. And then i met him. Marcus Knight.
I hurt him left and right, I broke his heart a billion times and guess what.. he stayed by my side the whole tiem he never gave up on me like so many ppl in my past did. My philosphy was always "Hurt them before they hurt me" So I did hurt him first. God knows i love him tho and now i would never do anything to hurt him.But at the time we had been having some problems and were fighting alot. and whenever we fought we would just break up. We still were attending youth group regulary tho. and one night we had been arguring at youth group and we wre sitting inside and we were singing "How great is our god" and we both felt so moved so alive. So we were leaveing and I stoped him and asked him if he wanted to get prayed for and he said yeah. and that was the start of somthing beautiful. We both are now walking with the lord hand in hand. and we've never been happier. Now im 19 years old and im a youth leader at our youth group. im serving god and i feel like god is calling me to share my story and my pain with young ppl so they dont have to go thru what i went thur...


Life is always better with the lord. and i know it now.
My mom always said i would use my scars as a testimony so here i am. bearing my heart to ppl i dont even know. I didnt know this would be so hard to do. I didnt know this would make me cry like Iam. BUT if this helped even one person then the tears and the hurt that i went thru is totally worth it

um anyone really cool, who really loves god. i like ppl who are nice.


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